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I am getting so good at making an ass of myself. No, really. If there was an award for it I would win by a landslide.
So, trying to be friends with "recent crush" and totally let him into my world. Told him stuff I don't speak about with anyone, because I was trying to trust him. Trying to believe that we could have an open honest real friendship. 100% no lies, and nothing hidden. I can literally hear you laughing as you read this.
YES I realize this is something that is nearly impossible, but I really wanted to see if we could do it.
He opened up a bit to me, and then I asked him the girls name. I think I was just curious to see if he would trust me as I trusted him, and just as I thought....NO.
Sorry, I can't tell you that he says. BAM! All doors shut and the alarms went off as the walls were once again raised.
I felt like such an idiot. Why would I think this man would trust me. Why would I think I could have a real no nonsense kind of friendship? Especially with a man.
One day this girl will learn.
I apologized for overstepping and he said not to and now it's weird.
Just  a big sack of weirdness.