The Bestest...

Simplicity is the key to life...

My world is complete chaos.

a 

constant battle.

So the fact  that he and I 

are 

Simple

is a fresh breath of air

that 

has been needed

for

so very very

Long.

It's so easy.

So uncomplicated.

I love you.

You love me.

Anything else can be figured out.

And in time...it will all get better.

I keep hearing...

In time 

He will get over it.

In time 

It will all get 

better.

In time

He will be 

ok 

with it.

In time.

Well Right now...

I'm over it.

I'm not on your time table.

I'm on mine.

So

as much as I care about you.

as much as I love you.

This is your issue not mine to 

deal with.

my time is mine, and I'm not waiting

for your approval any longer.

Fits perfectly...

My own personal Serendipity...

I guess sometimes in life things are Unexpected

and sometimes in the unexpected

you find something amazing.

I have had a rough road in life when it comes to love and relationships

So rough that I'm jaded and tainted and 

I have friends who call me broken.

I have been known to say that true love is impossible.

I'm not saying I don't wish or want for it.

It just seems so unattainable. 

I'm not talking about Movie/ fairytale love.

I'm talking about realistic love.

The love that begins with a mutual respect and bond 

That can't be broken.

I'm not saying it can't be bent...nothing is perfect.

But not broken.

Love that is unconditional and honest and just feels good.

I have never experienced this. 

and 

I'm still not sure I ever will.

But for the first time in all of my years...

I feel like at least there might be a possibility.

I'm not jumping into anything. 

Just gently dipping my toes in and seeing how it feels.

So far

It feels....

just right.

Like this is how things are supposed to be.

Safe, and honest and good.

not too fast

not too slow

just right.

I'm smiling, and not letting things get to me.

I'm happy

How can that be wrong.