Damien Rice – I Don’t Want To Change You [Official Video]

Once upon a dream...

I had a dream last night, and I can't stop thinking about it. Someone very important to me came back into my life. I would be lying if I said I never think of him. I think of him every single day, and every single day I wish that I didn't. I'm not sure if the love that I feel for him will ever leave me. Sadly, I hope that it does. I tend to forget my dreams when I wake up, but this one stuck with me. I miss him terribly.

Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness.

So many new things going on right now. So many changes.

But today...

I'm feeling so very sad, and I don't know why.

I'm having my very own pity party.

Complete with Balloons and Streamers

and even a clown or two.

I know it's not healthy.

I know it's not OK.

I 

just 

can't 

shake it 

today.

Think Happy Thoughts

I thought I would embrace spring this morning. I knew it would be a bit chilly, but I really wanted to put on some spring colors and my Toms…so I did.

Then I walked outside and…SNOW. I do live in Michigan, so this is something I should expect

As I always tell people…I have sunshine in my heart, so let’s see if it can keep me warm today.

Much love.

When Life Gives Rain...Play in the Puddles.

Another Rainy day, and the amazing sound of the drops on my windows.

Listening to the Rainy day soundtrack on Spotify while I work.

It’s extremely soothing, and another plus is that it drowns out the negativity that echoes within the walls of my work space.

I don’t have time for that.

I’m really trying to be conscious of my surroundings and what I bring into my “space”.

I’m also trying to be present wherever I am.

It seems to be working. 

Simple and Perfect

There is a warmth over me today that feels like a blanket of happiness.

I just feel good. Quiet, but good. I’m trying to slow down, take things in, observe.

There is a strength that I didn’t know I could achieve.  My world is at peace.

Calm, kind and good.

It’s raining outside today, the sound of the drops pitter pattering on my window this morning was lovely.

I love the sun on my face, but there is definitely a love for the rain that I can’t deny.

I’m looking forward to Spring. All the luscious green, and the smell of flowers.

The sound of chirping birds in the morning and the sun shining through the windows in my bedroom.

May Love and Peace wash over you today.

Fast Car (cover) - Ryan Montbleau & Tall Heights

His voice touches my soul in a way I can't explain.

Breathe it all in.

I have moments of clarity. Moments when I can see what is important, what is good, what is right.

Most of the time, I like many others live my life in a haze of to do’s and responsibility.  I am on auto pilot, moving through my day without putting thought into what I’m doing or what is going on around me.

I don’t want to live life like that. I only have one. I want it to be amazing. I want to make connections, and live moments and enjoy all that this world has to give.

I don’t want it all to pass me by.