It just takes a good friend and a little magic

The snow came today....the good snow. The magical snow. It calmed me and made my shitty day not so shitty. I am going to put on a brave face and keep it moving. My last post made it seem like I was so forlorn. I'm not. I just have moments. Reality sets in and I get scared. It's human. One of my closest friends told me to stop beating myself up over the things I have done. To forgive myself even if others haven't . Ok I'm going to try this. I have apologized. I have forgiven myself and I am moving forward. No more looking back.