She Is in there. She doesn't come out often... but when she does. Look out. She reared her ugly head earlier this week...ooh child she was a wreck. I have managed to put her back where she belongs. All is well in my world again. Thank goodness.
Thursday, February 28, 2013
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
Monday, February 25, 2013
It's ok...
I think sometimes its ok to step back and reevaluate. Sometimes it is necessary. It doesn't make me a bad person. It makes me human. At least I knew that I needed a break. I was acting crazy. I have no idea as to why. So I'm stepping back. Taking a breath.
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Sometimes...
Not very often.
but sometimes
I wish I had someone to share things with.
Whether it be a laugh or a smile.
A story or a joke.
Just someone to share things with.
Someone to have a glass of wine with...
at the end of an incredibly long week.
Someone to giggle with in bed at night.
Someone who just gets me.
Someone to just enjoy silence with.
Sometimes...
Carole King I feel the earth move lyrics
I heard this today. It made me feel all happy and warm inside. It felt like home.
Carole King and James Taylor... The Beatles and James Marshall Hendrix.
They are my home.
Monday, February 18, 2013
The Calm that is THIS...
I don’t think.
I don’t think about
this.
Because
I would overthink if
I began.
So It just is.
And that is good.
So very good.
I smile because I don’t
think.
I smile because it is
so good to be free.
To not think .
Sunday, February 17, 2013
500 days of Reality...
I realized what a cynic I have become.
Seriously, I used to believe in the happy ending.
I believed that life could be good.
Honestly a little piece of me still believes this.
BUT
I am in no place to right now to feel the sunshine.
I deserve to feel the sunshine...
But It's just not there right now.
Where I am right now
is emotionally inept.
My walls are high.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Secret Mission...
I surprised my sister today by taking her lunch at work.
It was so nice to see her smiling face today.
I am sooooo lucky to have my Sister.
She is my rock.
Sunday, February 10, 2013
I feel ... different.
Happy.
So Happy.
Life is changing.
I am seeing , learning.
Happy is so good.
Sometimes different works.
Monday, February 4, 2013
Sunday, February 3, 2013
Just an update
So Life is still just life. I'm trying to push forward. No. I am pushing forward.
I need to get outside of my box. I need to really experience life. I'm thinking about going on a trip...an adventure. I'm trying a couple other new things right now as well. All I can do is try, and we'll see what happens. I have hope .
My new medicine seems to be doing the trick. I don't feel like falling asleep an hour after I get out of bed.
I don't feel 100% but I feel tons better.
I went for a jog today. Longer than usual...I had alot in my head and when I jog it's like going to a therapist.
I can work anything out during a run. And... I did. In the end the answer to my question was. Stop making things weird. Just let them be. And so I will. Easy Peasy.
Take care,
Dana
I need to get outside of my box. I need to really experience life. I'm thinking about going on a trip...an adventure. I'm trying a couple other new things right now as well. All I can do is try, and we'll see what happens. I have hope .
My new medicine seems to be doing the trick. I don't feel like falling asleep an hour after I get out of bed.
I don't feel 100% but I feel tons better.
I went for a jog today. Longer than usual...I had alot in my head and when I jog it's like going to a therapist.
I can work anything out during a run. And... I did. In the end the answer to my question was. Stop making things weird. Just let them be. And so I will. Easy Peasy.
Take care,
Dana
Trying not to think for once
I am putting a good effort forth... Proud of me. I'm not saying it's easy but I'm doing it.
Friday, February 1, 2013
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