Just an update

  So Life is still just life. I'm trying to push forward. No. I am pushing forward.
I need to get outside of my box. I need to really experience life. I'm thinking about going on a trip...an adventure.  I'm trying a couple other new things right now as well. All I can do is try, and we'll see what happens. I have hope .
   My new medicine seems to be doing the trick. I don't feel like falling asleep an hour after I get out of bed.
I don't feel 100% but I feel tons better.
  I went for a jog today. Longer than usual...I had alot in my head and when I jog it's like going to a therapist.
I can work anything out during a run. And... I did. In the end the answer to my question was. Stop making things weird. Just let them be. And so I will. Easy Peasy.
     

                                                    Take care,
                                                             Dana