The steps that we take...

What a cruel trick in life... Not only do I get to smell him because he smells just like his mother. I sit next to his brother at lunch, and he brings up his new girlfriend. Thanks Brenton. You are my new favorite person. I'm angry let me capitalize that...ANGRY How dare you make me look like a fool. Apparently he has been seeing Jessica for awhile. All the while still talking to me and never letting me know. Ouch that is the knife stabbing me AGAIN. Why am I so stupid? Why would I even get into this situation again? WHY WHY WHY...it keeps playing over and over in my head. How did I let this happen. I knew better. I KNEW BETTER!!!!!! Shame on me for believing you were a good person. Shame on me for giving you a space in my life...and my heart. SHAME ON ME FOR EVER THINKING YOU WOULD CHANGE! SHAME ON ME FOR GETTING HURT! SHAME ON ME SHAME ON ME SHAME ON ME. AND FUCK YOU!