They Jedi Mind Trick You...

I guess i'm going through the stages. Steph said that denial is next seeing as how I clearly have a firm grasp of ANGER.
I don't know how  I could deny that this has happened.
What I have taken from this so far is that My Love is WIDE open. Maybe I should be ashamed of that...
But i'm not. I'm happy that I love so openly and freely. I'm glad that I put it all out there...because at least I get to feel something.Maybe it hasn't worked yet, and maybe it isn't for everyone...but I'm trying to keep the faith that there is someone for everyone. I just wish it didn't feel like my someone is shacked up with a girl named Jessica right now. All of this makes me think of the book and movie "He's Just Not That Into You"

My favorite line from the movie is perfect right now...
I may dissect each little thing and put myself out there so much but at least that means that I still care. Oh! You've think you won because women are expendable to you. You may not get hurt or make an ass of yourself that way but you don't fall in love that way either. You have not won. You're alone. I may do a lot of stupid shit but I'm still a lot closer to love than you are.